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I had dream,
where you offered me food.
Like a humble man that
Everyone would see
In this dream,
You mocked the way I ate.
Nonetheless, you corrected me,
As you laughed away.
In this dream,
While you laughed,
You started changing.
A majestic crown.
A trunk, a tusk and it wasn’t long
Before I knew whom I was with.
Yet, you just kept laughing.
In this dream,
Like any men would,
With all my heart, I prayed.
But I braved my heart to ask
Just one question.
In this dream,
I ask if she would change.
You didn’t change your stance,
You kept laughing as you said
“en kaiyil ondrum illai,
Ithu avengela eduthe mudivu”
I had this dream,
That would keep me
thinking.
I just can’t emphasis how excited I am now! After a few weeks of some serious job hunting and offers; I’ve finally settled down with a company.
So here I am ready to start my career as a communication executive from coming Monday. Anyways, I don’t think i wanna list my entire job scope here :p (however you’re more then welcome to strike a conversation about it )
But now that’s settle, not like I’m going to go easy, it’s time for some personal upgrading, got start reading on some stuff, aim to excel within this six months probation for that pay rise.
But now when I connect the dots, I feel it’s kinda fated in getting myself hired here. Well firstly, everything I studied for is pretty much involved in the job scope.
Then, the mms.
Well, it was a special msg that drop by while i was attending my interview. My sister, kavi baby, if you recalled, a cerebral palsy(still a baby as always) send me a picture of amman while toyIng with mum’s phone. How coincidental is that?
Even though I didn’t think about it then, it all made sense while chatting with my mum the next day, i felt it was a blessing in disguise. Quite creepy.
I always wanted to diet to cut off my tummy fats, but it just doesn’t happen. Either I end up finishing someones food or the latest Trend, interviewers feeding me so well.
And it’s crazy, yesterday they bought me macdonald, today was KFC and another got me those Hari Raya delicacies. All for free free free *expressing it like amir khan from 3 idiots*
So what now? Am I to choose the company based on treats?
Love is like the ass. Both sides has to be equal, to balance life; having to deal with the crap that comes in-between and never part.
I had this conversation with a friend, about Kavitha. I didn’t think about much then, but now that I’m lying down on my bed staring at my dark ceiling, all I could say now is ‘en manaseh ennitteh illai’.
Let’s face it. I always loved her, and the cruelty about this love is that, I can’t do anything to make her lead a normal life. That which this girl truly deserves.
Anyways. Good night.
I really did miss blogging. I miss the absence of being able to express myself in a quiet room since talking to myself does not work often. There’s this little part in me that always wished that just someone would hear me out, and memories just brought me back here.
I read a whole deal of stuff I wrote in the past, and just kept smiling to myself. Some brought back memories of both good times and bad times with relationships that i wished i didn’t had to face. Sadly this soul has always had hard time forgetting these things. Some were retarded; but not that things have changed. Comments are as usual, just fun to read up and reminds me there are people out there who reads your thoughts; regardless of the stupidity.
Things have slightly changed though, it seems I can blog from my iphone. How cool is that? Besides if you guys are reading this, it simply means it’s working. Woohoo! That would mean I can blog from anywhere! Toilet is not going to be boring anymore! * jumps in joy*
